Black Dog, At Home Alone, 1:34 am

i set the alarm for 10 everyday
to make sure that I will be out of bed by 4
and in the shower by 6
and eating breakfast by 8

today i woke at 9
i showered at 10
and i set the table for us at 11
so sure in my mind you knew the plans i made

of course when I made them last night it was so rational
and whats wrong with a dinner
and whats wrong with just talking
and whats wrong with me
I work off hangovers by making plans, setting tables, cooking dinner, and eating it alone

I have a black dog
a big heart
and a shirt that still smells familiar